Currently

I think the world is going to crap. Oh well what can you do?

I know there is a spider hanging from my ceiling and now he's on the floor

I want American food… best invention in the world ever

I have a framed backpack which is blue and I bought in Beijing China your jealous admit it

I wish I could be there for you when you need someone.

I hate people that are always out for themselfs and don't care about others that pisses me off

I miss my dog I cry knowing that I will never see her again

I fear nothing the only thing to fear is fear its self

I feel cold

I hear Makayla's ipod and Chinese people talking

I smell nothing

I'm sad that someday I'll have to leave my kids

I am excited for the day china opens up

I crave being held, the ranch, cleaning stalls and AMERICAN FOOD

I search for truth, knowledge, understanding, and love

I wonder what the future hold for me

I regret not saving more money this summer

I love my kids and Steven

I care about people around me expecially those that are about me

I always go to the restroom when I need to

I am not a cowgirl

I believe that tomorrow will come

I dance seldom

I sing loud and proud

I don't always do what I know is write

I fight when I'm bored

I write seldom

I lose… losing is a state of mind that I avoid

I win sometimes

I never have had blonde hair

I listen until you prove that you don't have anything worthwhile to say then I block you out

I can usually be found by myself the company of others is over rated

I am afraid of going back to the US

I need a friend that I can count on

I am happy about how blessed I am