You're Going to Miss This....

Ok So I'm not the best at keeping this thing up to date, so a quick look over the past month. I've done school and Work. I went down to Scottsdale to the Arabian show and worked for Thiago Sobral who was really nice and allot of fun to work with. If anyone is looking for a reiner trainer just call me and i'll get his number for you.

Since then I've just been here working on school and work. Last week I went on two dates The first one was with Alden who is my FHE brother and one of my best friends up here! We went to a Orchestra Concert together which really isn't my think but it was fun to be there with him.

The second date was another guy from my ward. This Date I blame on Seth and Dallas! Okay so we where sitting there making plans for the night last Friday. When a kid named Brett asked me if i wanted to go on a date with him. caught off guard and because I generally give guys one chance I said yes. The date really wasn't that bad we went and saw Madagascar 2 and then went and got some Thai food. Then when we got back to the apartments it was only like 10 or so and he asked if I would watch another movie with him. I didn't really want to but I said yes. So we watched Big Jake which is a John Wayne movie (my dad would be proud). And pretty much he decided he wanted to cuddle which was pretty much yuck. So anyways Sunday he came up to me and said sorry. Then on Monday he came over to my apartment twice looking for me thankfully I was gone both times. Then on Tuesday I was gone all day so I don't know if he came by looking for me but he tried my cell phone twice but I didn't answer either time because I recognized the area code (his number wasn't in my phone). So that's pretty much where it stands right now. I'm not going to be home today until this afternoon and I might go straight over to the boys and chill there all night. But I'm going to tell him next time I see him that I'm not really interested in him. I might even go see if he is home when I get home to tell him so I don't have to keep worrying about it.

Last weekend I stayed in Provo which is about the second time I've done that this semester. I was really bored Saturday morning because I was all by my lonesome Leslee was in SLC and Carrie was on a date with Seth and Alden which is pretty much kinda the only people I hang out with so yeah I didn't like being there. Then in the afternoon I went and hung out with Dallas we went and played soccer. Then him, Hudson, and I hung out all that night it really was pretty fun!

The boys have been talking about where they are going to live next year and its gotten me think about how we are half way through this semester and after the semester is over that's probably it I will probably never really see these people again which really makes me sad :( because I know that I am going to miss it. I've been gone allot this semester but still these guys are a huge part of my life right now and it's going to be weird to not hang out with them every night.

But time moves forward, Friends come and go. Sometimes you lose touch sometimes you don't but at least for me I know I forget how important people where to me. I have a friend named shaylee we are pretty close we trust eachother and such. And I think at one point she was a big part of my life but I'm not really sure and right now we probably only talk once every few months. Leslee said she could see us being really close friends forever the type that hang out together everyday but I'm not so sure.

Sorry that one wasn't as physiological as I had wanted it to be I kinda got off on tangents but its almost two am now so i'm going to go to bed.