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Ten things you wish you could say to 10 people (don't list names):

1. Your such a pain in the butt why don't you decide how you feel and stick with it stop hurting your family.
2. I wish things could just go back to how they where.
3. Stop depending on me so much it really hard on me and i'm only 19 i shouldn't have to deal with stuff like this.
4. I'm affraid.
5. Back off you don't even know the kid. he is amazing and Loves me.
6. I'm sorry I've treated you so badly. but thankyou for being paitent with me and waiting for me to see the errors of my ways.
7. I'm sorry for all the pain i have caused you someday i will return to you i just can't do it now.
8. I've messed up and i'm just affraid of you following in my footsteps.
9. Yeah I'm dating him so whats the big deal you can deal with it or i'll not deal with you.
10. Some days I'm just not sure if i'm really ready to take that step.

Nine things about yourself:

1. I would never let myself fully believe in a happy ending.
2. I hate the darker side of me.
3. I Love horses
4. I pretend to be big and tough but its all an act.
5. I would rather spend a night with my boyfriend then have a hundred dollars
6. I like making other people happy.
7. I'm affraid of riding horses that are not mine.
8. I don't like sugar anymore
9. I think more about my physical apperance then I used to.

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Show me respect.
2. Be honest.
3. Care about others.
4. Love me for who I am
5. Help me to be better with out crittism
6. Have a great personality
7. Be Financially Smart
8. Tell me I'm special


Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

1. ........
2. ...
3. Work
4. Friends
5. School
6. Food
7. Money


Six things you wish you never have to do:

1. Get divorced
2. See those I love get divorced
3. Lose people I love
4. Wait for the one I love.
5. Fall off of a strange horse
6. See my horse die


Five turn-offs:

1. Ignorance
2. Cowboys
3. Irresponsibility
4. Tatoo's
5. Long Hair


Four turn-ons:

1. Scruff
2. Love for everything
3. Blue eyes
4. Dark Hair


Three wishes for your future:

1. Parents to be understanding and accepting
2. Find My dog
3. Happily Ever After



Two things you want to do before you die:

1. Forgiveness
2. Help Someone in a uncomprehendable Life changing Event



One possession you could not live without:

1. LOVE