Emptyness

There are many ways in which this word can be taken. I'm going to talk about the ones I feel myself.

So yesterday my sister and I where sitting on an empty bus and it felt so weird to be on a bus that empty. In china a bus that same size would easily have a hundred people on it. So as I was sitting there I felt kinda weird I dunno how to explain it.

There is an emptyness in my life. You may ask what would cause this? Well its the fact that i'm up here in provo and all i do is go to school or run earrands or sit here at home and work. there isn't really any varity in my life. I miss going to the barn and cleaning stalls and interacting with the people and animals there. Ok lets face it I really miss cleaning stalls. People think I'm crazy because I would rather clean stalls then about any other thing for work, but I love it and feel empty when I'm unable to do it.

Most people don't know I have a boy friend unless you have a facebook. He lives in St George while I'm up here going to school. And its really hard to be away from him i feel like a part of my heart was left in St George as it should be that way.

I guess I can't wait to go back home to St George and be with the one I love and care for.